Home alone

The title says it all. I'm all by myself for the next two months and that's that.

It's a mixed feeling. I'm scared and at the same time, excited. I'll be all alone, with no one else but I can do anything I want, whatever and however, and no one will come to judge.

But uhh, I don't like this.

I know I'm being a brat and all, but I just had to. I'm trying so hard to understand but I can't help myself. I want to whine but I can't and so, I'm upset.

I don't like this. T_T